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[screened from Roy again]

Okay. Hina's scared. And I mean really scared. Like...downright disturbed. She keeps on talking about her "sister" and more weird things are happening...

I think I know what's going on.

Roy's going yo be home at the end of the week. I want to make sure this thing is gone by then.


Ruthberg...I'd like to come see you please.

[/screened from Roy]

Thank you girls, and Alphonse and Misuzu, for figuring out it was my birthday. ;) Girls, I loved breakfast, and Alphonse the cookies were great.

Thank you~


[screened from Roy]

...some weird things have happened in the flat since I took Hina in...

[/screened from Roy]

There sure are a lot of birthdays in August, aren't there?

( Private )

...Roy?

.......we may have a new member of the family...

I...still have a hard time believing it's true...


I'm infertile.

The doctors told me the magic used messed with a lot of things...blood pressure, metabolism, hormones...they told me there's something wrong with my sperm production, I don't know, none of it really made sense but...I'll never be able to have my own children.


I mean...I gave up the chance to have children biologically when I decided I wanted to be with Roy, and I love the girls dearly like my own...but...that was a choice. Now I have none. Should Roy and I ever break up...I have no choice.


*has sudden urge to hug the girls, goes to find them :<*

I...I don't believe it, I...

*book slammed shut, ending entry*

I'm getting some bad anxiety.

On one hand. The doctors called and said tomorrow they'll have the results of the tests I did when I was in the hospital, to see what else was affected besides my immune system. I'm worried I'm going to get told I have organ problems.

And...I really miss Roy. I think something's bothering him but...he won't talk to me about it...I don't know, maybe it's just in my head. Either way, I feel really lonely and...distanced...

Maya left the other day too...


...and the twins have been acting weird all morning, are they trying to hide something?

I got those pictures developed...

They...they...They were...

...

Roy...I...

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( screened to Roy )

Huh?

I went to grab my camera today and notice the rest of the film's been used.

Did...one of the girls...?

...he's gone...


...the bed already feels like something's missing..and we've only been sleeping in the same bed for a month...

*hides in room*


(ooc: man Maes you are lucky he's not DEAD :|)

I.........


.....



........


...I don't want him to go...

I...

I think I'm a little sick...

Goddamnit Hibi, this is your fault.

Well, the cat's out of the bag.

Yes, Roy and I are now together.

I love him immensely.

Not sure how and when to tell my parents, if Maya hasn't yet. (speaking of which, she's staying at the Armstrongs' now. I heard she's gotten started on a huge garden project for them) Not that they'll care or anything, but I'd prefer to tell them myself when I'm ready to do so.

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( Screened from Shana )

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Well, moving on.

We're home from vacation now. I think I've re-found an old hobby. As a teenager I used to be really into photography, but eventually just couldn't find the time - or subjects - to photograph.

And well...I felt a lot of urge to take pictures on this break.

I took tons of Roy and the girls, of them togteher or on their own. Oddly enough I...really want to show them off once they're devleped too...

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( Private )

Roy and I are at the beach now with the girls. The train ride was rather long but I think it was worth it. It's very nice out here and the fresh air is great. We're all having a lot of fun, well...I'm not sure about Suiseiseki. She's been really odd all week and keeps on complaining about stomach aches. Heck, today she stayed inside all day, curled up in bed moaning. I'm getting worried...I don't know if the moodiness is normal behavior for her since I don't know her too well, but the stomach aches are worrisome. Maybe it's Roy's cooking.

We're trying to do something for their birthday though, besides the trip. (Roy'd been planning this before we even found out about their birthdays) I can't believe they never told Roy. Sou apparently didn't think of telling him and Sui forgets what date her own birthday is anyways! It's kinda sad really.

So we're thinking of getting them some-

*a piercing scream interupts Hughes as he writes*

Wh-What the heck!? Was that a scream just now?! O_O

And it....it sounded like Suiseiseki!!

*this entry has aburptly ended*

It's been a week since I left the hosptial.

Things...sure are different...

( Private )

Have to do something about Maya though. While I appreciate her being up, it doesn't sit well with me that she's sleeping on the couch. She keeps on telling me she did this while I was in the hospital too but that doesn't make me feel any better. I need to find someone to take care of her while she's up.

...Plus she made me call home.

Mom started bawling and dad sounded pretty affected too when I told them I almost died. I think they want to kiss Roy's feet now. Mom was going on about how she was going to come up too and I tried explaining to her Roy's place is full and we can hardly accomedate Maya as is. Dad managed to talk her out of it.

...so instead she made me hand the phone over to Maya and she started drilling her on things to do for me, various soups to make, etc, etc. Maya just grinned evilly and nodded...I find that worrisome.

I did get some good advice from my father though, so it wasn't all embarrassing. Stuff about keeping those I care about safe, but also considering how they'd feel if something happened to me. I don't think he was just talking about him and mom.

He said once I feel better I'll have to call again and tell them about how life's been in Azanus the last few months.

YES!!

Finally, out of the hospital! <3 Sigh it feels so good to be out of there~ Now I can move my legs like this--

........owwwwww.

...Okay maybe not...